This was tearing up my soul. I couldn’t hold on to the tears anymore and had to let it out.

"What the fuck is wrong with you, this family?’ I shouted. “I can’t stand you guys anymore. How could I have deceived myself? How could you have made me believe you love me so much, Gerard?’

I got up and banged the locks with my fist.

I screamed. “Tell me what is going on. I don’t want to be kept in the dark anymore.’

“You aren’t kept in the dark, Emily."

“What do you mean by that?’ I screamed.

‘Are you going to continue screaming or will you act like...