She was so exhausted. Her body hurts, not from physical pain because she has been feeling sore for days now, but mental pain. She hated being in this house, it was such a cold and gloomy place that reminded her of how life used to be when she lived back home in London. She hates it here, more than ever now that she is pregnant.
But she could never leave Matthew. He was kind, caring and protective of her, he was the father of her child. She would hate herself if she leaves him without saying goodbye or at least telling him why she left. But she needed some time...