*** ZAVIYAAR SHEIKH ***

Abysmal darkness.

That was all on my mind while I was staring into nothingness. I… didn’t know what I was feeling, how I was feeling, or what I should be feeling.

I was completely hollow as the day I married Saira was repeating in my mind like a loop, mentally disturbing me, leading me to the edge that I couldn’t think of anything else.

“...I think I fucked up again.” I whispered, turning to Asad who held a grin on his face, delighted for my wedding while I was perturbed.

“Are you sure? How are you feeling?” He asked happily.

“If I am being honest, nothing....