To say he was shocked would be an understatement, he was flabbergasted. It took him a few moments to register what I meant.

“W-What?”

Yet he questioned again for his own confirmation.

“I fell for the man who killed my fiancé. I became stubborn and so angry with this world that I chose to be your mistress than to fight,”

Maintaining a fair distance, wiping the tear glistening on my cheek, I forced myself to continue. I couldn’t carry these heavy feelings in me anymore.

“I willingly submitted myself. I committed sins with you, I did Zina. I do so many wrong things, am I ever going to be forgiven...