I know that I'm not a good friend because Jocelyn had already told me a lot about her but I haven't tell her any single thing about me. 

I believe she didn't ask anything about me because she might think that I'm not ready to share it with her since I didn't tell her myself. 

Speaking of spending a night outside the mansion…. I'm married and my mother once told me that married women are advised to take permission from their husband if they are going to spend a night outside their home. 

I wonder how I'm going to take permission from my husband, I barely speak coherently with my...