The advice I gave them was one I should also give myself. I was scared too but I had learnt never to give up on a fight that I haven't even fought so I was going through with this whether it worked for me or not.

We got on the horse and off we went. We rode for a few hours and I didn't even know what I was feeling. Fear or happiness?”

I rode with Damien since he promised to be careful and be slower. When I looked at Laura, I could see that she was not willing to be careful with this ride in any way.

The ride...