Whatever Damien said got to me that even when Laura came into the room, I didn't have anything to say to her. We were all in a room separated only by different beds in different parts of the room.

It was a quiet night as it seemed Damien was also upset with me since he felt I was drawing out the issue and I wasn't forgiving Laura as fast as I should. So they both whispered and laughed as they discussed. I couldn't hear them but I knew they were happy together.

I didn't know if I should get angry or upset, I didn't know what I should feel but...