A FEW moment passed, but my spirit was still awake. I do not know where to start thinking.

Many are running through my mind now. One of which is between us. A few times I looked at him again. His low heavy breathing makes my heart throbs harder, but at the same time it was a beet red. Oh! Margaux, why do I have to feel this way over and over again?

Why in spite of everything I still feel my heart is beating fast for him? He's the father of my child and nothing can change even if he marries someone else.

That's right! I have made a decision,...