I WENT STRAIGHT to bed. I also could not change my clothes because I felt tired. About an hour later, I thought I could sleep but drowsiness did not visit me.

Why he's fucking running through my head? I do not understand myself, I also do not understand my heart as it continues to dominate. I shut my eyes firmly, trying to find the right place to sleep.

But I'm lying wide awake, tossing and turning on my bed. So in the end I just decided to go down and head to the kitchen to get some cold water.

Carrying a glass of water, I decided to go at the...