I realized that Karina had left the room again but I didn't move from lying on the bed. She must have thought I was already sleeping.

It has always been like this for the past weeks that we have been together in the same room. She would lay with me on the bed and pretend to sleep. When she sees me breathing evenly, she will kiss me on the forehead and then go out to sleep on the sofa in the living room. She would come back around four in the morning as if nothing had happened and hug me and pretend to be asleep so I wouldn't get suspicious....