Flashback
I want to follow them because there is no point in living anymore. I did everything, I worked hard for them so now that they are no longer in this world, there is no reason to continue my suffering.
Because why would I still fight if I have no reason anymore? My father and brother are dead. What's the point of living if they're not by my side?
Maybe others will say that I should live for myself, but what if I want to give up? All my life, family has been the center of my life. They have been life for me.
I don't want to continue anymore....