Trigger Warning!!!! Suicide. Stay out of this chapter if this topic triggers you. Thank you.

Flashback

"Karina, the rain stopped a while ago. Let's go. Let's visit Errol again tomorrow, okay?"

I ignored Kristine's plea to me. I remained seated and staring at my son's tombstone while the tears continued to flow from my eyes. I will not leave my son here. I won't let my child alone, especially when it looks like it's going to rain. He doesn't even like it when the weather is cold. He can't sleep without me hugging him. He needed me. He needed his mommy so I won't leave his side.

"Karina, please. Let's...