One week after that happened, Luke has been constantly checking on me. She brings ointments for my shoulders, and she helps me clean and apply then. My family still doesn't know I have a tattoo, because I never wear a sleeveless top again.

I don't know, but even though Luke is recovering, I won't be able to regain the confidence I felt last week. It took me a while to prepare and gather the courage I needed to wear such a dress. Then it was just so quickly crushed.

I love Luke. I'm sure there. I'm just looking for time to tell older brother Sage. I'm afraid he'll think I'm...