1 Month Later:-

it’s been a month and I still cannot get this thought out of my head, I just can’t move on. I felt like my love for Rebecca is the most toxic thing and my presence will make her suffer, filled with extreme distress and the overwhelming feelings of dismay, my sorrow took over my heart and made me feel dismayed. The feeling of intense pain. My soul is burning in a fire which is so fierce that the only thing I can do is to save the ones around me so that they don’t burn in it like I do.

Losing my path in darkness, I just...