A sudden sourness ran between his nose and a crushing pain in his heart, and if he hadn't held it back, he probably would have burst into tears.

He was miserable abroad, so miserable that he got drunk every day, then fell into bed and didn't want to think about anything, and lived a very disheveled life, and then he heard that she was married, and in a short time he had given himself a stomach ache.

He had even blamed her, blamed her for pulling the plug on all his contacts without listening to a single word of explanation from him, blamed her for abandoning their love and marrying...