~ Sebastian ~
Don’t go.
I couldn’t tell her that. Two words. How difficult could it be for one to say it? Not at all. Two. Small. Words.
After a devilishly long time, I caught a glimpse of my abyss last night. She was not next to me and I found myself at home.
Without her, I felt like myself. Who I used to be, who I should be.
Back to where there was pitch darkness everywhere. I was laying there, staring into nothing last night, feeling the blood I spilled.
But, It didn’t feel warm.
The belonging was absent. For the past few months, her voice had been echoing...