Alex.

I tried to hold the table for support so I wouldn't fall,I was trembling and my body couldn't carry my legs anymore.

My throat is raspy and dry but not even water can quench it right now, something burned at the back of my eyes forcing itself to the corner and spreading out to cloud my vision.

No!! No,don't fall please…don't fucking fall for Fanuel.

It was useless, the idiot tears trickled down and I wiped it with anger.

I don't want to believe what just happened,I'm sure it's nightmae I will soon wake up cause what the fuck just happened!!

I thought I had everything going on smoothly,I...