If anyone had told me there would be a day I had to walk by a casket with my auntie in it I would have believed but I wouldn't have thought it would be this soon.

The day was moody and gloomy my facile expressions were the same after she was burnt and ashes were given to me I was beyond the words hurt.

I held it in my hand not being able to come to terms with what had happened.

Elodie as always was close to me just being there for me and wanting me to be fine.

I did just as my auntie had wanted I spread her...