**CIARA'S POV**

A month after the Luna ceremony...

The past one month has been really hard. I mean i had to see my mate introducing Nicole as his mate and Luna wheareas i should have been the one. It hurts.

Hudson has been helping to kill off boredom but it does little or nothing as i find myself thinking about Damien.

Damien told me he won't mate with her, so i was relaxed. Because if he mates with her, i would feel unbearable pain, like several needles being pushed into my skin. But at least, he was merciful.

Well for the past weeks i have been practicing with Hudson and...