[Charlie's perspective]

I didn't know how hard I made this decision.

"Have you really decided? So, that's it? ”(M. Wen asked me as he leans against the corner of the hospital bed)

*As if I was firmed with my decision* "Well yeah, that's final."

M. Wen: "What a about Alex?”(He asked me)

(I was silent for a moment, but I couldn't say anything. I don't know how to face Alex, my lover.)

"Just ... do it like that. Probably, she will have a better life." *I said some without confidence.*

M. Wen: "Do you really think so?”

(He seemed hesitant and then became quiet as he gets the apples in...