Chapter 474: relaxation or reconciliation?

from the beginning of having memory, don't you just use it when it is available or discard it when it is not?

the first three years of memory: Mingming is a living human, but he wants to live in the wood house, Mingming is in the cold winter, but he needs to wear single clothes, Mingming is a woman, but his hands are rough than men's because of the chores

three years later in autumn Palace: Mingming is a child, but he has to lose his humanity. Mingming is a good life, but he has to be used to test drugs. Mingming, a child, almost...