It’s been one month since the whole incident that happened.

I didn’t want to start thinking about the events that happened after that because the more I want to think about it , the more I feel like my brain is going to explode if I tried to do that.

I didn’t know why I was so hurt that someone did that to me , but I just didn’t know why though.

My mom hadn’t spoken to me even though I have apologized a billion times telling her how sorry I was.

I knew I was way out of line that day with what I said to her , but...