I laid in my room not knowing what to do or how to control this tight knot I felt in my heart, it was so tight that I could hardly breathe, what do I do now? It's the first time or rather the second time I am feeling this type of pain and paraventure it's from the same person. The same man I fell in love with twice.

Well it's all my fault, if I hadn't lied to him then all this wouldn't have happened, I wouldn't have been faced with such a dilemma by now.

I lay on my bed begging for sleep to come but it doesn't seem...