Sadie reached over and shut off the light and crawled onto the bed as I lost the boxers. I felt a small tinge of guilt when her naked body folded into mine. I think she felt the tension and she slowed down.

"Second thoughts?" Sadie asked compassionately. I think she would have stopped right then and there if I had asked her.

"It's just hard," I said catching my breath. I wanted this and I wanted it to be with Sadie. I needed to move Amber out of the way without losing her.

"I was hoping it was," Sadie joked as her hand wrapped around my arousal.

"That's not what...