(Elian)
Dealing with your second essence is much more difficult if you have a reason to release it. The will weakens, and the beast craves blood. At times like this, it is almost impossible not to cross the line. Keeping a balance of good and evil inside yourself, and not completely breaking loose, so as not to lose your human "I", is the same as fighting a more skillful enemy. He knows, sees your weaknesses and hits exactly on them.
The vengeance nurtured by the past years is eating me up, fueling the beast and letting it cling to this feeling like a lifeline. I thought it had faded into...