"So much the better, Bradley make love to me and do with me what you want tonight because I'm yours.

"I'll take you to the stars tonight get ready to be mine.

While he is making love to me I think back to the moment I spent in the elevator with William and I am seriously embarrassed because Bradley deserves that I give myself completely to him but it is stronger than me William is anchored in my brain and forgetting him is not yet possible for me, which saddens me.

After having made love, I still feel embarrassed to think of a man other than my husband but Bradley...