[Louise’s Point of View]

I'm just here in my bed, with nothing else to do, but I know I'm hungry and don't want to go out. When Derrick came out, he didn't come back or if he came back, I haven't heard from him because I was in the tub, soaked until my fingers and toes are wrinkled.

I feel lifeless.

I didn't know why I went to this point but I know this was my choice, to lower myself and not raise myself again.

I just rolled on the bed because I have nothing else to do and I plan on staying up until I fall asleep and sort...