I was once in a place that I thought was long gone, pitch black.

Lifeless...

Dull...

I also don't understand why I chose to be here again and why I wasn't taken. The airconditionare wasn't turned on but it was so cold and I thought I couldn't breathe. There was so much chest pain and I can't explain why it hurts and what its source is. I hug my knees tight.

I'm not crying, but it hurts and I can't bring myself to cry. Is it because I didn't want to cry or is it because I was so tired and I don't know what to do? I'm also not...