Callan

After what happened between me and Hannah, I couldn't look in a fucking mirror. I felt dirty, I gutted a man and was soaked in his blood but all I felt was fucking dirty for cuming inside her. For keeping no barrier between us. I have only done that with one person and I only wanted to do that with one person. I was so consumed by my anger that I didn't even realize what I was doing. What I was really doing and who I was doing it with.

Why was I thinking of her when doing something so fucked up? She shouldn't have been involved but I...