Although I tried to help her as much as I could, being kicked out of the room last night was tantamount to being rejected.

I don't need help. . . No, I didn't need Chanin's help, but I accepted others' help anyway.

Chanin doesn't understand why he should refuse him. He also expressed his desire for him before.

He did something wrong, or if he was obsessed with something like this, it would hurt each other.

Perhaps because of Rand's self-protective mechanism, he was afraid that he would be hurt by Seichi and tried to push him away. Chanin saw that his lover was traumatized physically and mentally by himself,...