I was probably a little glad that David and I wouldn't see each other for a few days. During Tuesday and Wednesday we only exchanged a few messages on Facebook and I had time to think. Because ever since that Monday morning when I had that first conversation with him about the future of our relationship, I was restless, nervous, and unsure. I kept going over and over his whole stance on my transgression in my head and just couldn't decide if he was entitled to it or not.

I'd rather not mention my doubts or the fact that I wasn't able to sleep with David to June, because she...