I decided to completely suppress the events of this morning and not think about them, otherwise I might as well collapse on the spot. That's why I just focused on today's party and the preparations for it.

After the shower, I worked on my makeup, which I paid more attention to than usual. Then June arrived in the afternoon to do my hair. She asked what Ollie and I were doing and I rambled and rambled. I had no idea if she really believed everything, or if she already felt that she knew her stuff and it didn't matter what I actually said anyway. However, I had two glasses of...