It had not been my intention to desert you. I loved you too, you know but I also knew that I would be putting my family on the line if they got wind of your pregnancy.

They could pardon a father who became unfaithful but bringing an illegitimate child into the family would have been too much for them to accept or bear's he said.

'Snd I had to be the one to suffer through it all? Do you know, how you even imagine what I had to go through when you left? None of your friends was willing to assist. It was almost as though you had asked them...