I feel myself shaking as I sit back down on the ground, trying my best to stop the tears from falling, but failing miserably. The tears burn my eyes and fall down my face by themselves no matter how much I try keeping them back. I am the biggest failure in the world. I know I am. I couldn't keep my best friend, I forgot my own dad's birthday, and to top it all off I have just sent away the only person other than my mom and sister that has meant anything to me in the past few weeks. Now I will also lose my books which did mean...