Going on a business trip, I set myself to get rid of thoughts about Polina. It killed me that next to her I completely lose my head, I do not belong to myself. This cannot go on, this is not the case, I am an adult man and must control myself.

And what happened as a result? I confessed to Edik that I fell in love. The words escaped by themselves, but surprisingly, as soon as I said them, everything became logical and understandable. That's why I can't talk calmly with Polina, that's why I constantly run into her. I act like a boy who can't get the toy he...