LILA'S POV

For a man I should hate... For a man I should be running from... For a man who's going to ruin me, over and over again... I shouldn't be kissing him. I shouldn't be aching to inhale his cologne, to have him this close.To taste those lips again. And worst of all? To have his cock buried so deep inside me that I forget who I am.

I shouldn't want any of this. I shouldn't crave it.I shouldn't desire it.

But I do. My heart shouldn't be beating this fast.

My thighs shouldn't be clenching just from his voice.

And I sure as hell shouldn't be looking at...