LILA

My head's been a burning mess since I found out I'm pregnant.

Breakfast was awkwardly silent-no word from me, no attempt to explain anything. I told myself I'd drop the news during breakfast, but I couldn't bring myself to do it.

I haven't slept a wink since I left Ava's room. Nicklaus, that dude, just won't leave her side for a second.

Now I'm wide awake, sprawled across the big bed Rafael and I used to share. It's been all mine this past week. He's been sleeping in another quarter completely.

I sit up and slide out of bed, walking over to the mirror. I pull my hair loose...