It landed on the skin of my back hard and painful, just how I like it.
I could feel the burn as it tore through my flesh.
My head, ringing with pain.
One that echoed around my head.
Yet, it was what I needed to repent.
So I continued.
More memories poured through my mind like a damp.
And for every one of them.
For every hurt I have caused her, I punished myself.
Just like I have always done.
The pain was nothing compared to what I did to her.
But I needed to pay.
I needed to pay for my stupidity.
I needed to pay for every tear...