I took off my clothes and stepped into the warm shower. As I washed, I thought of how I'd tell Mathew. I had to tell him, about the baby.The grief suddenly struck me and tears rolled down my cheeks as I stood unerneath the warm water.I covered my hand with my mouth, leaning into the tiled wall so Mathew wouldn't hear me.I silently cried in the shower, unable to move. I tried to calm myself down so I could finish washing and go talk to Mathew but it seemed impossible.Finally I was able to calm myself down and I quickly finished washing before stepping out of the shower.I got into...