I did want it! I thought, my mind racing even as I kissed him. Why shouldn't I get to be treated that way? I felt myself wavering; I didn't have to end this tonight, I could enjoy what my brother had planned for me then tomorrow... NO! I had led my brother on enough, it was time I showed Mark that nothing had changed.

I pulled away from Mark's kiss and as he went to lean in again, put my hands on his shirt and pushed him back.

"Well?" I asked him.

"Well what?"

I rolled my eyes.

"Are you going to fuck me or are we just going to...