He didn't speak anymore and he kept hugging me. That was just too much for me because he made me feel that I was not alone.

Until he was in bed, he woke up when he felt like I was still awake and I was trying to sleep. I couldn't do anything but go straight to sleep because he was closed.

I think everyone will leave me but Matri is the one who is willing to stay by my side. Since then he has never left beside me. I was very fortunate in him.

As I told Emi I didn't go in. It was as if I was so tired....