Zara

Doing this isn't easy for me, it really isn't. Seeing the hatred on Cals and Kim's face… I don't even think I should call them by nicknames any more.

I feel horrible, down right disgusted with myself that I could do this to them, to my friends at least that's what they call me.

It has always been easy for me to do my papa's bidding, I never for once found it hard. I always knew at the back of my mind that I would stab them in the back so why does it hurt so much?

Because you fell in love.

Shut up. I refuse to acknowledge it,...