I don’t know what this feeling of obsession and devotion means, but I want to get rid of it.

It might be the bond or desire or anything to be with him. I don’t care. I just want to get rid of anything, any stumbling block in my way and leave peacefully.

I might die after getting rid of them, but I know that wherever I would be, I would be at peace with myself.

I want revenge. To kill Sihwa and reject all my mates and die.

I’m just…tired of everything. The scene of my grandfather’s death, Aiden and the crumbled blocks of the clan still haunt me to...