I need space. 

As I leave Levi's room, I go to the kitchen and warm a glass of milk for myself before going to sit by the counter. 

Of all the ways I thought today would end, this wasn’t one of them. I never imagined I'd be back here, let alone spending tonight and the next two nights in Levi's room. 

I wish I had a better option. But if I decide to take Levi's offer to leave, we'd have to tell everyone the truth. And I'm not ready for that yet. I'm not ready for the judgment... or for the accountability. 

I left his room because the thought of...