The award is heavy in my hands, gold-plated and expensive. I stand at the podium looking out at the industry crowd, my prepared remarks smooth and professional.

“This project represents the best of collaborative design,” I say. “Miles Brennan’s invaluable creative vision combined with our team’s dedication to structural integrity has resulted in something we’re all proud of.”

Invaluable creative vision. The same words I’d use for anyone.

From the audience, Miles smiles. Applauds with everyone else. But I know that smile now, and know the difference between real and performance.

That night, he’s quiet in my apartment.

“You were brilliant up there,” he says, staring at his wine glass....