Ok, So, new diary, this just happened back in my childhood, it's actually pretty fucked up now that i write it out but its pretty accurate, only changed a few things...

Back in the summer when I was going to 10th grade at Hollow Psck school, one of my team mates from soccer was going to be a senior. The year before, I’d known her for about a month when I realized that she was one of the most beautiful girls in the world. I wasn’t into girls as I haven't met my mate but she was my first real girl crush.

Her mom was rouge and she was more...