For a second, I was just totally frozen. Actually seeing my son's... body, made me realize for the first time what I was doing. It was all well and good to think about helping Tyler when I got a wild idea and started to run with it. But here I was staring my decision in the...face, and I couldn't believe what I was doing. I had been so excited by the idea of helping my son, I hadn't even really thought through what I was deciding. And Tyler was right, what I was doing was wrong. This wasn't the sort of thing a mother was supposed to do with her...