The morning after my hookup with Paul I felt a little guilty for what I did but it was also kind of exhilarating. I couldn't believe I acted upon a fantasy and I justified it in my mind as a once in a lifetime action so the guilt wasn't necessary. It would never happen again. However, in the back of my mind, I wondered if Paul would try to contact me again and further wondered what I might do if he did. I wasn't sure I could do it again or even if I wanted to. I think I was a little scared because I enjoyed it so much. It...