With Lea effectively shutting me down, I didn’t have any idea what to do here in this pack. All my anguish and reluctance about this pack came back in full force and anger towards my mom returned too. I’m not proud of it but I may be back to ignoring her and the rest of my family. I didn’t want to be a creep and go back to stalking Lea in the shadows after she told me to fuck off and I had no interest in attending school and classes. I barely know anyone here, except for Noah and his clear allegiance to the pack doesn’t make him an ever-present...