I stood outside the hospital waiting for her to come out .

Sitting here and waiting for her brought so much anxiety to me , I just couldn’t wait for the outcome of what the result would be .

Looking out I wished that I had really turned down the proposal when I got the opportunity but no , I allowed myself to be moved by my parents please and here I was expecting a baby with a girl that I had hurt so much and I just don’t want her to feel pains .

I didn’t know if I should feel sad or even still cry , I just...